Last friday I went out and had booze for the first time in a long time then I remembered why it's been a long time. So silly, followed by a day that was equally silly and spent eating brown rice and steamed vegetables by the bowlfull. I was insatiably hungry and yet could not eat. Cruelty! But also, vivid memories of why I quit boozing.
Today in (dancing) class I raised my arm up and pointed to the sky while I was trying to rise up successfully and sasha said "yes?" and I said "oh I wasn't raising my hand I was just pointing upwards to indicate the direction I was about to go in" and I realized that I have this odd disease where people always think I am raising my hand. One of my teachers at school looks at me and says "yes?" at least three times a class and it has become a running joke. I guess I have helium filled hands?
Or maybe I'm just very fidgety.
I am writing my first grant right now, appropriately enough it's a tinygrant. hoping to get some funding for a project at school. Hoping hoping! because if I don't get the cash I don't know how I'm going to fill a hallway with red helium balloons and then pop them all. Renting helium balloons is very expensive!
Eleven twenty on a friday night, sitting in bed, ready for sleep. The life, the life!
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