That is completely absurd of me, I know, but it could have been anyone and I'm ready to punch them right now.
I didn't go to class at all this week really, just once and it feels like that was months ago. I really feel it when that happens.
I'm also incredibly broke, so I feel like all I do is work and I have no time for dance, or anything that matters, and yet I have no money?
I haven't seen any of my friends in what feels like forever, or at least haven't purposefully seen my friends in what feels like forever. Anytime I have seen my friends has been kind of an accident. I want a vacation and I want about a week off in which I don't have to do anything, but I also know that if I had a week off I would schedule 1,293,907 Things To Do so I feel like I want a week off to just suddenly happen for me, but I also can't afford it.
I need another job because my 3 jobs don't give me enough money but I don't know when to fit it in.
I guess there are some evenings in there I could work, and I don't work Saturdays, but then when do I have time to rehearse all my various projects.
David's EVERYBODY'S OTHER show is very soon, September 26th, which is unfortunately also the next EMN, but really EMN will be much later than the show. Hopefully the night doesn't suffer in terms of audience, it's hard enough getting people to come see me dance without there being a major event on the same night.
Nuit Blanche is the weekend right after that, which actually kind of right now is making my eyes go a little funny to think about. it's like every time i think about what I need to get done in the next few weeks I get this dull pain behind my eyes and they start flashing white, like the beginning of a migrane.
I didn't mean to complain this much it just kind of happened!
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